i dunno why they persist with white...he turns the ball .1 of a cm each time and mostly topspinners...he would be a useful one day player...but id rather see beau casson instead..as long as he doesnt rely on his wrong'un as his stock ball
i get this at times...its kinda annoying...
im generally a shy kind of person...so i get those feelings what if they dont like me, think im ugly etc etc
i found if u do it and get rejected you know where your boundaries are...if you dont it can keep you up thinking at night
just dont try...