Don't you sometimes feel that if you were given the opportunity and resources, you could've achieved that as well?
It annoys me that I have wasted so much of my time. LOL
yeah, i really agree. i got into the top 0.3% of that westpac maths comp in y8 and did some maths enrichment program where i got sent questions and had to send my solutions back to some guy in french's forest. that's all i remember. and 2u maths is a piece of cake. so pretty sure i could have done it then too.
and now i'm going crap because i'm so goddamned bored of high school and shitty with the years of my life that it's wasted. and everyone keeps telling me that i'm not living up to my potential. and it's pissing the crap out of me and making me even more lazy. far out. it's just one big vicious cycle.
EDIT; apparently it was AMOP - australian mathematical olympiad program. and this year i got a participation in the westpac maths comp, i didn't try because i just don't give a flying f*** anymore. gahh.
pre-hsc blues i think haha.