I know you dont believe this. Youre just trying to provoke my attention by wounding me this way. If you have significant issues with sacred tradition, (including clergy garments and the status of women in the Church) and our time-honoured, intellectually-thrashed out interpretation of sacred scripture (including homosexuality and contraception), then youre free to leave. In fact, the Church would probably prefer you do so, rather than sniping our leaders from the pews.
The reality is that there will likely be no change on the issues you raise unless the Church decideds it's confident enough to take on more schism. You claim to have some valid intellectual basis for your criticism, but youve clearly decided that your sloppy left-wing populist politics holds a more valuable truth than the Church does. You paint this picture of a tired and dying Church but we're actually growing and building steam, taking in intellectual strays and in the process of generously welcoming back swathes of heretics, including Anglicans and the Orthodox...