It doesn't matter. You take your morals from an archaic work of fiction, and treat the stories as fact or gospel. You label everything as plain right or wrong, and thinking no further. You allow institutions and theology to think for you, eliminating the need to think for yourself and raising a breed of brain dead sheep. You persecute those who go against your idea of "right" and claim self-righteousness and a moral high ground.
You are incapable of seeing the world for what it is, and you cannot bear to think that you might be insignificant, worthless, and that the universe does not care about you. So you invent a God which does care about you. And the only reason you do so is because it is written in a book. A work of fiction. Why you claim one work of fiction to be true, and dismiss all others, cannot make sense to me.
If there is a higher power, there are an infinite number of ways it may be incarnated. Only one of which is your Christian God. How can you claim that your vision of such a higher power, so specifically outlined in the Bible, a compilation of fictional stories written by men, is the only true one? Only through ignorance could such a claim be made.
It appears your God has denied you the gift of intelligence.