I was the same as well - prior to my first meat hardly anyone new who I was even though I had been a Mod for a while (some of the other mods thought I was a girl). But once you go to your first meat, then you get bitten by the meat bug (I'm sure quite a few of the p00ners could attest to this, especially LHS).I find meeting people irl from online forums kinda creep for some reason