12/05
9AM
- Long time in a while I got 7-8 hours of sleep. Life truly feels different
- Going to start my dad with some 5 marker Eco shorties in Maths because I already revised it
- Planning to speak to someone about my struggles in English, I almost did it but i pussied out
- Going to edit English to the best of my ability
- Need to start practising ECO essays, might make plans first
- Not too worried about maths but might do a paper every now and then
1030AM
- I really need to sleep more, this feels alot more less stressful
- Feeling so much better about English, maybe it's because I slept more? Or maybe I've accepted it or maybe I've lowered my atar goals
- Think i'll speak to someone at Recess
- Writing english creative discursive and 2x reflection rn in class
12PM
- did like 10 4-5 marker SA for ECO, feel pretty good tbh - mainly happy with my knowledge
- I talked to my mate and he motivated me a bit to do well English perhaps i shouldn't give up in English, maybe theres the slightest chance i can b6 or high b5. Aimng for 80% this one.
6PM
- ENG tutoring with new tutor, feel slightly better
- Really wished I appealed my term 2 english mark where i got 50% purely because they couldn't read my handwriting, heard another student appeal and move their weightlifting of this task to their trials but might be abit late - I guess I'll try .
- Redid my creative, about to redo reflection and discursive
- Must finish eco essay plans + English stuff today
- Im not gonna think about atar anymore - no more stress idc
- Got reports - meh - got as expected - only English letting me down and I need to comeback big as well.
8:27
- Finished creative, discursive, reflection draft
- Feeling ALR gonna do eco SA and essay Plans
- eating cheetos Imma glow upa fter this shit
11:33PM
- IM DYING
- Working on Eco essay plans did like two lmao
- Did some shorties on weaker topics
- Why are some people naturally smart, makes me wanna give up and just go work and make money
- Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee give me hope lmao
- I wanna sleep soon prob, hopefully eng edits are alr
1AM
- Not the most productive day
- I realised that I already overachieved and I shouldn't stress anymore
- Lots to do from now on no more messing around
- Sleep time