Tbh if women, explicit materials and money is the only reason why you're functioning then that's an incredibly sad life and I would recommend to change and try to make some friends or people and try to see them in a differently light. I have friends who can act in a degenerate manner even so they know limits and don't treat me as a web form with a face which has allowed me to talk to them and be around them. While you may claim that it is impossible for you to make good proper friends I'll say that trying to make friends is better then living a miserable life on the internet.
Trust me on this as I spend a lot of time on the internet chatting with people, watching anime, youtube or browsing the web and I have a pretty bad habit of assuming a lot of people I have to deal with hate me or want to deal with me as little as possible which has led me to somewhat isolate myself from others, and my life can be depressing at times. But I'm lucky to have friends I know irl who I talk to online and irl however, even with them I have gone through periods of time where I'm just by myself with nobody to talk to or hang out with and it is really lonely and sad even as an introvert as all I did was just look at my phone/laptop/computer, study or just wonder around doing nothing which in-turn led me to waste my life doing basically nothing. While I may sound hypocritical as my life is like this I know that it's not good and I don't really want to see other people go down this path as it's a one way path to misery and loneliness which is something that should be avoided and I do hope to escape this path and you should too as life has so much to give. Also I'll like to say I'm not using this for sympathy as I don't need it as I'm trying to actively fix it and that sympathy from the internet will get me nowhere but what I hope to somewhat show you that if you continue that path then it's gonna end up pretty miserable so you should try to break out of it before it's too late.
So I do encourage you to not continue going down the path I'm already somewhat in and try to change (which you'll never know is possible until you truly actual try) and uni does present the opportunity for this as there's activities like societies and other uni events and you can use them to explore yourself and actually enjoy life. So try to break free of the idea that women is the only thing worthwhile in the world and explore make friends, find new hobbies/interests and improve yourself because they will hopefully allow you to turn over a new leaf.
Well not exactly women. I aint gettin any. I just want a shit ton of money so I can buy all the stuff I want. I want video games though. I don't want friends. I stlil think their a waste of time. I only feel lonely when hot waifus ignore me. But there's gonna be none of them in uni so I don't need to worry. I still have my family and my siblings. My family is pretty close. My uncle says that he'll get me a job at jb-hi-fi(he's owns a store or something). we are all pretty connected. My parents don't have any friends and they don't seem to care much. I would rather jerk off than hang out wiht friends. I would rather eat bymyself than eat with friends. I would rather play a pirated movie on my laptop than watch with friends.
I know that my peers dislike me. I did an experiment 2 years ago. I made an anonymous account on instagram so I could follow hot girls from my school, so I could jerk off to them. I also followed dudes, so the girls wouldn't realize what I was doing. It was a nice year. It felt like I was in high school with porn actors lol. A few girls didn't let me follow them so I used my real name and not only did those same girls not let me follow them, even more girls and dudes did not let me follow them. An anonymous account is more popular than me. My peers don't like me.
Not only this. One of my friends reported to me that someone who I share a few classes with told my friend to avoid me because I'm a "bad person" apparently. I never did anything to him. I may have asked a few of his female friend's male friends why they weren't getting with the girls. And this might have given me a bad reputation. Still though. I never bullied my classmates. I never harrased them. I did/do treat annoying people like they're subhuman. Aka I refuse to talk to them. They're garbage and interactions with them are a waste of my time.
I had to charge my laptop in the library, and teh only charging station was near a group of girls, so I sat near them. They fucking glared at me and talked amongst each other wishing i would leave. When I was right next to them. I eventually asked one of them to watch my laptop and fucked of to somewhere with better reception to read reddit.
In year 10 a bunch of racial comments were made against me and not one of the students stood up for me not even the SRC whom was friends with this guy. The aggressor was pretty popular, and I saw the hypocrtical nature of people. People in my school are worse than me. they just group up and get away with it. It's admirable and makes them feel like humans imo.
And in year 10, my beloved Pixel 3 XL was stolen by douchbags at the school. I still miss it.
My peers don't like me, and I don't like them. I don't hate them, but I would never talk to them. I have no desires to interact wiht them ever, and in computer science, there will just be more of these annoying douchbags. Even if they were cool, I would still rather jerk off than hang with them.
I prefer single player games. I don't enjoy coding. I don't want to waste my time with socities. I even joke with my friends about the existance of hook up societies and how they would instatly become the most popular society. I want to jerk off in peace.
If I want to do something I can do it myself. I don't like people slowing me down. When we went to luna park for our Physics excursion, I ran away from my friends, and had a way better time than I would if I stuck with them. I would have like to have hung out with asian waifus. On that excusoin an Asian girl actually spoke to me. SHe asked me "are you excited", while we were seated next to each other on the hair raiser. I even bragged about it on reddit I said "yes". From what I remembered she was pretty hot despite her boobs being tiny. I bragged to my friends for weeks, and still bring it up. I don't get these emotions talking to a dude.
I only want to hang out with smoking hot asian girls. idc what anyone says. I would like to go to Japan or South Korea, but lets be real, If I can't get an asian waifu in Australia I won't get one in those countires. and imo the only good think about Japan and SOuth Korea are hot girls. Anime and Niintendo are also good, but they can be enjoyed in the comfort of my home