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I know, I'll get better once everything is out of my life. I'm just struggling to get there without destroying myself.

I went to see the shrink. He wasn't much help at all. Um, my mother was in the same bloody room. Do you not realise how daunting it was. I can't tell my parents to go out because then there's more emotional shit I'd have to deal with so I thought it'd be best if I just kept it in.

Did you read what I wrote? I already caused enough shit last year when I wanted to go see a shrink. Didn't help much at all. Everything I'd say, my parents would've found out. I don't need to hurt them any more. Don't say that ABM. :( Not child abuse.

I would never do this. They're not denying me medical help. I'd rather they not know about my issues because I honestly don't want to be more of a burden. Okay.

Well what ABM said is true. It's like you think everything is so clear cut.

I agreed with you?

Sigh. yeah.

>_> God, what is with people thinking it's so easy to change things I hate about myself. It's not easy.

I'm not fishing for compliments. I truly do hate myself okay. I don't like any sort of fucking attention on me. I never said study was bad. I want to study. The only thing that bothers me about my parents is the way they’re doing things. I don’t have to be hanging out with these people. It’s...

:3 I like huskies. Ew no ty. Haha. :| But it's only what I want...? :S :(

He's not a faggot. D: Lmao.

Can't wait~ :D

Yes. :( Good point! I will invest in buy the cats and two huskies and an apartment.

Shifts* Hahahahahaha. Your typos make me lol. :P I'll try~

Where's the 'I'm a girl and I like tattoos on both guys and girls.' Or the 'I'm a girl and I love tattoos.'? :P

Nope, I look like I do normally at the time, haha. Either I look great or just shit.

True. But guys as well can be pretttty judgemental. :( I don't like being ugly. Not looking for compliments by the way, this is exactly how I feel about myself.

Lol, those days I just try to avoid anything at all that could trigger some sort of negative reaction. Because it will be blown out of context.

True... >< Lawl, wut. See I do look like my fb photos irl. Just not always. And when I don't, I treat myself like the ugliest piece of crap on earth. When I look like I do on my Fb photos, I can be the biggest narcissist. Also my insecurities factor a huge amount to the way I regard myself.

That’s kinda like me, LOL.