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  1. kfnmpah

    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    Eating disorders have nothing to do with trying to look hot. have you ever noticed girls (/people) who crash diet tend to last for a little while then binge and give up? an eating disorder isn't just about food and it would never let you give up without severely punishing yourself through...
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    Formal Thread (pics, websites, ideas, thoughts)

    welcome to the internet
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    i just noticed your sig i fucking LOST IT

    i just noticed your sig i fucking LOST IT
  4. kfnmpah

    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    in terms of physically not being able to eat that much or is it a mental thing?
  5. kfnmpah

    If you were on death row, what would your last meal be?

    the only place i know of is called "Jim's ice creamery" on Tudor street in newcastle they are amazing BUT if you are nice you can ask the lady for a cup of musk flavouring and do with it what you wish (maybe you can buy the flavouring) I mixed it into ice cream once
  6. kfnmpah

    If you were on death row, what would your last meal be?

    ok beverages: diet coke a musk thick shake a chocolate thick shake from mcdonalds perfectly brewed chai tea woodfired pizza with a really thin crust and basil and tomato paste and cheese and ham pad see ew some sort of delicious salmon some sushi idk what gnocchi gorgonzola caprese salad a...
  7. kfnmpah

    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    well you have to want to get better, i think there's also a sense of self-loathing but you also need support it is very rare to recover fully on your own. yeah anorexia biggest mental disease killer. suicide then heart failure (i forget in which order, i think suicide it number 1 cause of...
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    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    both it's not a conscious decision, like a i said it's a voice in your head and the more you do what it says the more it takes over and eventually you are an empty shell i actually have about 8-10 months of memory loss because i wasn't in control of my mind/body
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    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    yeah the OCD was around only when i was at my sickest (another form of control i guess) i physically could not get out of bed unless the numbers on my alarm clock were divisible by 3. I am fine now, though. but yep. People do not understand that eating disorders are not just 'i want to be...
  10. kfnmpah

    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    i do not have a personal issue with jarrod whatsoever can you please delete that post (i have made a thread in contact mods) i tried, his inbox is full.
  11. kfnmpah

    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    Jarrod stop arguing for the sake of it. I do not understand what you are trying to achieve other than acting like a precocious little twat with no consideration for how people whose lives revolve around food are going to react to what you are saying. You are not doing it in an appropriate...
  12. kfnmpah

    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    crazy, hey. you might even say they have a mental disorder ??? look i understand, but you are not promoting a healthy relationship with food ok. it's different for everyone. eating disorders all start for very different reasons, a lot of the time it's power and control. There's also a...
  13. kfnmpah

    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    you should have maybe said something more like this in the first place i mean there is nothing wrong with eating white rice, i had sushi for lunch today. but saying it the way you did makes it sounds evil and that is not something someone who is suffering from an ED or could potentially get an...
  14. kfnmpah

    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    Thank you, townie, you are a gem. Hey Rebecca, Wasted is pretty good. just going to throw it out there; it could potentially be quite triggering but I think it is important.
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    Formal Thread (pics, websites, ideas, thoughts)

    nope. this is not a rape thread there is actually a rape thread go there instead pl0x
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    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    yeah it's pretty consuming isn't it. I am speaking for myself here but it always always always leads to a binge and a huge amount of guilt i do ridiculous things like this all the time and I wish I didn't but I just can't control my relationship with food it's just so tarnished.
  17. kfnmpah

    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    this is another thing. I have major issues with people describing skinny people as anorexic it is so inappropriate and ignorant. brb jumping on my soap box (j-rod if you want to lose weight, ask a q in the 'losing weight' thread in fitness and health) (i might add I don't think you need to...
  18. kfnmpah

    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    All eating disorders are equally terrible an should be treated as such. Once I took 27 laxatives to compensate for eating some pasta or something (27, because 27 is 3 x 3 x 3 or 3^3 and you know OCD whaddup) and it was one of the most painful things I have ever experienced. Laxative abuse...
  19. kfnmpah

    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    tbh I am not fully recovered. Most anorexics don't fully recover (i think i read 1 in 5 fully recover, 1 in 5 die and the rest are EDNOS or just have 'disordered eating') Well, it's strange when i was at my sickest I didn't realise what I was doing. It isn't a weight thing. This 'thing' took...
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    The eating disorder thread [trigger warning]

    idk if you are being serious or not but seriously i will report any bad posts so fast you won't know what's going on. Obviously if you are deficient in vitamins/minerals (magnesium and potassium for example) etc you will experience muscle cramps among other symptoms. No calcium = shin splints...
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