i think trawling these forums is doing my head in. i have to get away and go do something completely unrelated to the HSC, like watch hi5 or something. but i can't lol. I've suddenly gone from being completely indifferent to being shaky like i've had too much caffeine (which is probably the case seeing as how all i've eaten/drank today is coffee). but gawd...i mean i only need 83 which is nothing compared to some people who are sweating on 99.99999 etc... but i still keep thinking, what if i don't make it? it could happen, my school isnt exactly renowned for it's academic prowess...what if what if what if!!! also because i know exactly what i WANT for each subject but i keep freaking out that i wont get it...and i know that my maths mark will fuck me up like it always has. so my hopes are riding on doing well in everything else... argh.
but im trying to think positive...not "what if i get 40" but "i will get 90, i will get 90, i CAN, i WILL" lol.