Originally posted by lillaila
It was on the other thread a while ago, where i asked "Any one getting pressure from their parents?"......or smthng like that.
I remember abdooooo saying she has great parents who dun pressure her but she still studies hard.
No, i dun have great parents, if you've read that thread. Not only they pressure me but also put me down. When i study it's cos i force myself to, lack of motivation.
I blame them for having me instead, and blame myself for not living up to their expectations.
i remember that thread now... i really feel for you lillaila
. do you really hate your parents that much, to even consider suicide? why don't you study hard so you get a good job and prove your parents wrong. maybe even write a book about how to be good parents, or how not be bad parents to help others like you. and one day when you have your own children you can bring them up the way you would wish to be treated right now. suicide is not worth it...
"be, be boys and girls listen up, you can be anything in the world
in god we trust, an architect, doctor, maybe an actress
but nothin' comes easy it takes much practice...
...read more, learn more, change the globe..." - I Know I Can - Nas