hi
i was reading this in an attempt to feel better about trials.
i'd like to express my contempt for the ineptitude of nearly all chemistry teachers in regard to proper teaching. they fail to realise that since spending all year 11 with a qualified mathematics teacher attempting to explain the rubrics of chemistry to me, i (along with every student blessed by her incompetence) have had to work like a mother-fucker to get up to scratch. thus i would like to congratulate all students who have worked like mother-fuckers for the hsc, whether they had shit teachers with speech impediments or know that the only way they will ever get into the course they want is by sheer effort. ultimately, i detest the yearly rigmarole of the elucidation of uais and marks, where the teachers make a vague attempt to take credit for our marks. the odd teacher out there deserves it. the schools flaunt our marks around, contesting for top spot (james ruse will come unstuck this year), and all the work each student put in dissolves into nothing. fuck, we don't even get a piece of paper that accounts for the stress, the crying, the uncertainty, the exams, the bullshit teachers we put up with and the teacher's pets who make you cringe at the same time as being insanely jealous. i hate the kids who cram the night before and beat me, i hate the kids whose tutors write their essays. why is the hsc one big fucking memory test? it doesnt test knowledge, it tests the malleability of a student's brain. i hate knowing that i won't even end up with my own mark, would it really be that difficult to make the hsc objective, not subjective? i can't wait to be at the ugliest building in sydney, studying what i want and not having to put up with another year like this one. good luck to everyone who has worked hard all year. to the fags who devalue the system with their fucking tutors and memories, i hope you crash and burn in a festering pile of burning plastic.
and to whoever's msg i read which stated "phallic patriarchal society", if you can find me a society that actually looks like a penis, i'd love to know. try phallogocentric. that's made me feel a million times better. "bitch... bitch... bitch..." as grandpa simpson would say