rubypinky:)
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i was like should I post, should I not post cause i think the bos is full of same things but it really hit me hard.
Long story short, im just going to say about english adv cause that hit me the hardest. I worked so so hard, for this mutimodal task.
NO JOKE.
I spent hours and hours, i neglected maths studying into perfecting this task. I thought it went so well, funfact, i memorised the whole speech. Even I go back in time, i don't think i can work that hardest. For speeches or english in general im always sitting in the cutline of b going to an a. So like 20/25, 25/30 etc.. anyways, I really wanted to sit in the a range. i got bad. 15/20 and the average for the grade was 15.8 . I looked and I was speechless. I couldn't say any words. I tried my hardest and there are many people who got 20/20 so clearly says my ranking are not at the top . I didn't perform that great in other subjects as well.
Now, Im scared. Im scared about everything.. Im scared about if I cant get into university. Im scared that even I try my hardest, i won't get anywhere. IM also sad. Im sad about that my freinds who so seemigly suppose to be the same level as me are getting good?! One of my friend who always seemigly get similiar marks with me in year 11, came first in grade for all her electives for term 4 tasks. Im now worried if I'll get a mystery mark or a mark that around 50 atar. PLEASE HELP, i need some sort of advice/ assertion. idk what to do espeically my subjects that aren't that great at scailing as well. Now i have no motivation now, cause whats the point of trying so hard again when in the end i will get another trashy mark that im not happy with. What ths point of trying so hard and getting my expectations up there. Somoene fix my mindset.
Long story short, im just going to say about english adv cause that hit me the hardest. I worked so so hard, for this mutimodal task.
NO JOKE.
I spent hours and hours, i neglected maths studying into perfecting this task. I thought it went so well, funfact, i memorised the whole speech. Even I go back in time, i don't think i can work that hardest. For speeches or english in general im always sitting in the cutline of b going to an a. So like 20/25, 25/30 etc.. anyways, I really wanted to sit in the a range. i got bad. 15/20 and the average for the grade was 15.8 . I looked and I was speechless. I couldn't say any words. I tried my hardest and there are many people who got 20/20 so clearly says my ranking are not at the top . I didn't perform that great in other subjects as well.
Now, Im scared. Im scared about everything.. Im scared about if I cant get into university. Im scared that even I try my hardest, i won't get anywhere. IM also sad. Im sad about that my freinds who so seemigly suppose to be the same level as me are getting good?! One of my friend who always seemigly get similiar marks with me in year 11, came first in grade for all her electives for term 4 tasks. Im now worried if I'll get a mystery mark or a mark that around 50 atar. PLEASE HELP, i need some sort of advice/ assertion. idk what to do espeically my subjects that aren't that great at scailing as well. Now i have no motivation now, cause whats the point of trying so hard again when in the end i will get another trashy mark that im not happy with. What ths point of trying so hard and getting my expectations up there. Somoene fix my mindset.