To a particular female:
Someday...
Someday you may appreciate
What I did for you
What I felt for you
What I hoped for us
Or maybe you won't
But regardless of that:
I cannot uncry the tears I shed,
when I realised I couldn't have you
I cannot uninflict the pain I endured,
when your friends and yourself turned me away
I cannot uninvest the time I spent,
doing the little things I hoped you would notice
I cannot undream the dreams I dreamt,
for the perfect life that we could have had together
I cannot undo the things I did,
I cannot undo my efforts,
I cannot start unloving you
Or I would have never loved you at all.
Hmm, I should be a poet.