Yes, I've been brought up reading fairytales lol. I never thought I'd find it until I believed it was true love with my first boyfriend, but then, we broke up and I refused to believe anything like that for a few years.
Yet throughout all these years, there's been one guy, who'd been standing in the background watching me get hurt by one guy after another and yet couldn't tell me that he really loved me. He'd tease me, laugh at me, just to hide how he really feels. He'd do cute things, like tickle my knees - yes I'm ticklish there lol, buy me batteries when I ran out and was desperate 'cos it was my 18th, cutting lectures in uni countless times to wait for me at the station 'cos he's a year older just to see me for 20 minutes. The rest is history. I can't explain it and people don't understand how he can feel so much for me, how that's possible, but I believe him, through those little things and much more. There's love there for me that's making him afraid and there's understanding and trust beyond what I've ever imagined. He's shown me a life which I could never see without him.
I'm so glad that I waited in giving myself. I won't even say that he's worth my virginity, because he's worth anything, anything pricelss in the world.